(((Deep Breath))) Ok, so first of all, I’m exhausted. When my husband works late (doesn’t get in until after the kids are in bed) or when he’s out of town (like now) - the kids begin to sleep less and less. They get up periodically throughout the night (waking me of course) to see if “Daddy is home yet”. Everyone, especially the two year old, becomes more and more crabby and yet, won’t take a nap during quiet time either…more getting up, whining, crying, fighting…etc. Also, my 4 year old and 2 year old got some scissors and cut their own hair yesterday!!
I know this isn’t normal behavior for them so I’m trying to be understanding. The condo is chaotic with boxes piled everywhere and most of their favorite things packed away already. I can’t blame them for being tense…heck, I’m tense. Well, last night I was so excited that no one had gotten out of bed in a while and I settled down to try and sleep….but I couldn’t!! I just lay there awake for hours. Finally I got up and did some reading and posted on my blog and at Writer…Interrupted. Got back in bed. I don’t know what time it was when I finally dozed off but I do know that my 4 year old came and woke me at 6 am crying that her brother (9) wouldn’t turn off the light in their room….ack!! So he comes into the room to plead his case (he was “reading”) and behind him is my 2 year old crying, my 7 year old was miraculously still asleep (although not for long)….so, I’m tired…sleep deprived…and really missing my hubby.
A lot still has to happen before we pull out of Dodge on Friday (or Saturday) and then I have two full days of driving (Erik is driving the truck and I’m driving our van). My parents are coming in town to help us load the truck and to take the kiddos back with them to Texas for a few days (so we can have some alone time). I’m going to miss them but I really do need a break. I just need prayer for everything to go smoothly…no injuries…no hidden fees…good timing…decent weather…etc. I guess I need some sleep too as long as you’re praying lol.
Despite all the chaos right now, I’m still working out, still drinking my water, still eating clean and taking those vitamins. And, I have a praise - my mother had to go in Tuesday for a repeat Mamogram because at her last one they found something concerning. We’re thrilled to report that the one on Tuesday showed NOTHING…Nada….Zip….Zilch! My mom has been dealing with other health issues lately and turning up with breast cancer wouldn’t really be a shock under the circumstances, so we were rather concerned. Praise the Lord she got a good report though!
Clearly I’ve had a bit on my mind 
Blair, sending you lots of big hugs and prayers.
You can do it. Just keep breathing…!
Comment by Debs — January 17, 2007 @ 12:33 pm
Whenever I’m moving, I just keep reminding myself that in a few months it will just be a dim memory.
Hang in there girl!! Love ya!
Comment by blestwithsons — January 17, 2007 @ 2:55 pm
It’s so impressive that you are staying on track through all that stress!! You totally rock!!
Take care, and know that I will be praying for you!
Comment by Bethany — January 17, 2007 @ 3:27 pm
lots of hugs, prayers, and calming thoughts — that’s what i’m sending your way
good luck with the move! and enjoy the time alone with the hubby
(i can only begin to imagine that you don’t get much with 4 kids!)
Comment by anne — January 18, 2007 @ 12:17 am
I’m praying for you Blair, just keep plodding on.
Comment by Bekki — January 18, 2007 @ 2:45 am
I’m late reading this, but I will definitely be praying. And be proud of yourself that you’re staying on track with your eating and working out!
Comment by Carrie K. — January 18, 2007 @ 9:31 am
I totally know exactly…okay close to what you are going through! Jeff travels alot and then I don’t sleep well let alone the kiddos. I remember when we were told that we were transferring to TN from WA. I was 8 1/2 months prego with a 10 1/2 month old. My dr. said I had 2 weeks to get to TN because of how far along I was, I had no home here and Jeff would follow in Jan. Big hugs right now!!
Comment by Tami — January 18, 2007 @ 11:33 am